hi

Im Mollyanne Andrea they call me RACCOON... for obvious reasons i am what i am, and no one is going to change that. i do not own photoshop, so what you see is what you get. People are always disappointing me and letting me down. I trust people too much and im always ending up hurt. I am not a nice person. i destroy any type of relationship i get myself into because im scared of being taken advantage of. I have this wall up, and its so hard to let people in and open up. Im moody and angry all the time. I truely hate who i have become. I am a pathetic piece of shit. I am no where near perfect. I may have a pretty face but really thats all that i have to offer. I have had my heart broken way too many times. Ive been humiliated and forgotten. Even when i try to see the good in people i am always proved wrong. I am beginning to think that true love really does not exist. That two people can never be truely happy together. Im terrified of giving in to someone and letting them see right through me. I hate being vulnerable and i hate knowing that someone could easily give up and walk right out of my life. im tired of people lying to me, only telling me things i wanna hear. im tired of being so frustrated all the time, and taking it out on those i care about. However i dont want to be hurt again. So for now, this wall will not be taken down.